Verse 1

It’s taken some years
Trying to find me
Long road but it ain’t concrete
I made some mistakes
That still haunt me
Damage control
Been my undercover hobby
My pride running marathons
At a high speed
Got me praying on my knees
Tryna keep my past behind me
But in my heart I wanna say
There ain’t a rapper
That's gon' take my seat
I almost lost it all
Before I even got it
It all go back to being honest
I was more worried 'bout
Takin shorty to sonic
Driving down forest lane
Never been as toxic

Verse 2

Reading scriptures
Painting vivid pictures
Relating to stories guess I found
A lot of hidden figures
I ain’t David
But You get the kicker
Been in my head so the wins
Don’t make me think I’m a winner
Cause that don’t last long
Therapy been slowing down
A lot fastballs
I know God preparing me
For the blast off
The devil only prowl
When u a threat
I’m going mad far

Verse 3

So I thank God
I’m tryna hold my hood up
Like I’m Trayvon
Been fresh way before
I hit grade nine
Did a lot of don’ts so far
As dues yea I paid mine
It all go back to being honest
And not a profit not how
I can be the biggest artist
I’m the biggest
Already because I’m Bristols finest

Verse 4

Remember Kirk dapped me up
Before I hit the stage
Honestly that meant more
Than my lil fame
Had an artist say when he win
He’ll switch me for my js
I should ask him now
If he still wanna trade
I mean I’m still amazed
I still can’t believe
That the feelings fade
I felt on top of the world
With just a lil taste
But honestly I’m the most happy
When I’m in VA

Verse 5

Wit my fam nem
They asking for the old Cole
Well I am him
I’m tryna walk up to my pops
And give em ten mil
That still ain’t enough
For all the times he been real
I can’t even lie
They telling me to pick a side
They saying sing then I sing
They ask me where the lines
Industry not what I thought
So I’m bout to slide
Crazy younger me thought this was
Really all about God

Chorus

They just want me kissing up
To these shady folk
It’s all about the ratings tho
If I change lives
Who care about the radio
I’m tryna give the folks
My heart till I’m 84
Til I'm 84

Verse 6

I’m tryna tell em bout a heavenly joy
I know grace is real
'Cause He ain’t even gave up on the boy
I’m tryna tell em bout a heavenly joy
I know grace is real
'Cause He ain’t even gave up on the boy

Refrain

I know grace is really real
He ain’t even gave up on the boy
On the boy

Verse 7

I’m tryna tell em bout
The heavenly joy
He ain't ever given up
On the boy